dragonheart | Ramblings of a Whiplashed Fangirl

I am beginning to think that I am in over my head with this fangirl stuff.

I was literally awake all night conflicted/confused/concussed (take your pick) over last night’s episode.

One of the things that make me really good at my job is that my mind likes to take things apart – look at all the tiny pieces – analyze them – and put them back together in a way that makes sense. Sometimes, I put things back together in ways that the originator didn’t intend. Sometimes it works better – other times – not. Great attribute for an engineer – not so much for a fangirl.

Right now I am suffering from a severe case of shipper whiplash. I am vacillating between the idea that last night’s episode was the beginning of the end of Tony and Ziva and the idea that it was a giant leap forward in their non-relationship relationship.

I can give you a list to support each theory – I was up all night formulating them. But at the end of the day it is all just rambling and musing on my part. Gary Glasberg hasn’t seen fit to share his grand plan with me, so I guess I will have to wait and see how it all turns out.

So - right now, this fangirl is confused and anxiously awaiting the next two episodes with EJ and Ray. I have a feeling those episodes will either kill me or revive me.

Crossing my fingers it’s the latter. It’s gonna be a looooonnnngggg three weeks.